I made out in public

This day has been the worst. My computer is f'ing up so my boss has been trying to fix it all day, leaving me to stand around uncomforably with nothing to do. Well, lots to do, just nowhere to do it. When I tried to use another computer, all the windows started closing in rapid succession before I even touched the mouse...I think it's possessed. So then I decided to just stare at the wall for a while. I hate people today. I feel like I'm going to lose it at any moment. But I won't. Because I need my job. My car is making weird noises again, so I've begun fantasizing about beating the sh*t out of it with a sledge hammer. At my friend's party on Saturday, love was in the air, as I found myself drunk and making out in the grass while other partygoers got their fill of my live version of soft porn. Very soft porn. I love my friends... several times throughout the night I heard cheers of "Reagan" and at those moments, I felt like I could do anything. Now I just want more of that high. But alas, I'm at work and couldn't feel any lower. So ready to leave, so so ready to leave. I wish I was drunk right now.
Reagan